I GOT LOCKED?? FOR THIS

im so pissed man i was about to upload art what the hell

school ends in just under a month and i cannot wait that long please get me out of this hellhole

the teachers are plain crazy but the people are batshit

im getting 3 months of bliss but then i have to go to high school and if there's anything that heathers and mean girls have taught me it's that high schoolers are derranged and want to kill you

i procrastinate too much so i probably have to stop doing that and maybe i'll be fine academically

i wish it was that easy with people

anyway im also kinda worried about the integrity of my parents marriage because i accidentally found out my dad is messaging women online and also if either of them find out im trans then they'll fight like hell over that before while and after they kick me out i feel So Safe In My Home Right Now :heart:

ok back to high school idk who i am or who i want to be so i still have to make up my mind about that like im ugly im nerdy im nothing like anyone else im abnormally childish the list goes on

im praying they have a science club or something because thats the only plausible place i can think of to find people anything like me in

too alternative and flimsy to do sports too conventional to go to GSA the only thing i know is what i'm not

getting a partner is out of the question because i like men while male presenting and in about 0 ways attractive waaah waaah woe is me what the fuck am i saying anymore im gonna go drown my malaise in melatonin and ice cream bye

so we gotta get it replaced but the good thing is that it's completely free bc the warranty is still going

the replacement comes tomorrow and then we'll transfer everything

i will GET you

i honestly still dont know what to do about the ipad so im just gonna browse ng for the rest of the day because really what else can i do

so my mom decided to use my spring break to drag me to washington to see relatives i have 0 emotional attachment to and then on the VERY FIRST DAY when i was getting their wifi password this guy dropped my ipad and the screen broke so a week later when i got back i got it fixed but there were colored lines on it

and today it decided to blackscreen completely like there's no fix

my dad is leaving and won't be back until tomorrow so im forced to use my pc exclusively until then

istg if she just let me have my fucking spring break none of this would have ever happened

i had to migrate here bc my dad was stalking me

aaanyway hi

im gonna go add some people i know